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   I have looked in her face with solemn awe, when...
[06/05/2010 5:21 am]
I have looked in her face with solemn awe, when she would point up to the stars in the evening, and say to me, ?See there, Auguste! the poorest, meanest soul on our place will be living, when all these stars are gone forever,?will live as long as God lives!? ?She had some fine old paintings; one, in particular, of Jesus healing a blind manThey were very fine, and used to impress me strongly?See there, Auguste,? she would say; ?the blind man was a beggar, poor and loathsome; therefore, he would not heal him afar off! He called him to him, and put his hands on him! Remember this, my boy If I had lived to grow up under her care, she might have stimulated me to I know not what of enthusiasmI might have been a saint, reformer, martyr,?but, alas! alas! I went from her when I was only thirteen, and I never saw her again!? StClare rested his head on his hands, and did not speak for some minutesAfter a while, he looked up, and went on: ?What poor, mean trash this whole business of human virtue is! A mere matter, for the most part, of latitude and longitude, and geographical position, acting with natural temperamentThe greater part is nothing but an accident! Your father, for example, settles in Vermont, in a town where all are, in fact, free and equal; becomes a regular church member and deacon, and in due time joins an Abolition society, and thinks us all little better than heathensYet he is, for all the world, in constitution and habit, a duplicate of my fatherI can see it leaking out in fifty different ways,?just the same strong, overbearing, dominant spiritYou know very well how impossible it is to persuade some of the folks in your village that Squire Sinclair does not feel above themThe fact is, though he has fallen on democratic times, and embraced a democratic theory, he is to the heart an aristocrat, as much as my father, who ruled over five or six hundred slaves Miss Ophelia felt rather disposed to cavil at this picture, and was laying down her knitting to begin, but St ?Now, I know every word you are going to sayI do not say they were alike, in factOne fell into a condition where everything acted against the natural tendency, and the other where everything acted for it; and so one turned out a pretty wilful, stout, overbearing old democrat, and the other a wilful, stout old despotIf both had owned plantations in Louisiana, they would have been as like as two old bullets cast in the same mould ?What an undutiful boy you are!? said Miss Ophelia ?I don?t mean them any disrespect,? said St?You know reverence is not my forteBut, to go back to my history: ?When father died, he left the whole property to us twin boys, to be divided as we should agreeThere does not breathe on God?s earth a nobler-souled, more generous fellow, than Alfred, in all that concerns his equals; and we got on admirably with this property question, without a single unbrotherly word or feelingWe undertook to work the plantation together; and Alfred, whose outward life and capabilities had double the strength of mine, became an enthusiastic planter, and a wonderfully successful one ?But two years? trial satisfied me that I could not be a partner in that matterTo have a great gang of seven hundred, whom I could not know personally, or feel any individual interest in, bought and driven, housed, fed, worked like so many horned cattle, strained up to military precision,?the question of how little of life?s commonest enjoyments would keep them in working order being a constantly recurring problem,?the necessity of drivers and overseers,?the ever-necessary whip, first, last, and only argument,?the whole thing was insufferably disgusting and loathsome to me; and when I thought of my mothcr?s estimate of one poor human soul, it became even frightful! ?It?s all nonsense to talk to me about slaves enjoying all this! To this day, I have no patience with the unutterable trash that some of your patronizing Northerners have made up, as in their zeal to apologize for our sinsTell me that any man living wants to work all his days, from day-dawn till dark, under the constant eye of a master, without the power of putting forth one irresponsible volition, on the same dreary, monotonous, unchanging toil, and all for two pairs of pantaloons and a pair of shoes a year, with enough food and shelter to keep him in working order! Any man who thinks that human beings can, as a general thing, be made about as comfortable that way as any other, I wish he might try itI?d buy the dog, and work him, with a clear conscience!? ?I always have supposed,? said Miss Ophelia, ?that you, all of you, approved of these things, and thought them right?according to Scripture ?Humbug! We are not quite reduced to that yetAlfred who is as determined a despot as ever walked, does not pretend to this kind of defence;?no, he stands, high and haughty, on that good old respectable ground, the right of the strongest; and he says, and I think quite sensibly, that the American planter is ?only doing, in another form, what the English aristocracy and capitalists are doing by the lower classes;? that is, I take it, appropriating them, body and bone, soul and spirit, to their use and convenienceHe defends both,?and I think, at least, consistentlyHe says that there can be no high civilization without enslavement of the masses, either nominal or realThere must, he says, be a lower class, given up to physical toil and confined to an animal nature; and a higher one thereby acquires leisure and wealth for a more expanded intelligence and improvement, and becomes the directing soul of the lowerSo he reasons, because, as I said, he is born an aristocrat;?so I don?t believe, because I was born a democrat ?How in the world can the two things be compared?? said Miss Ophelia?The English laborer is not sold, traded, parted from his family, whipped ?He is as much at the will of his employer as if he were sold to himThe slave-owner can whip his refractory slave to death,?the capitalist can starve him to deathAs to family security, it is hard to say which is the worst,?to have one?s children sold, or see them starve to death at home ?But it?s no kind of apology for slavery, to prove that it isn?t worse than some other bad thing ?I didn?t give it for one,?nay, I?ll say, besides, that ours is the more bold and palpable infringement of human rights; actually buying a man up, like a horse,?looking at his teeth, cracking his joints, and trying his paces and then paying down for him,?having speculators, breeders, traders, and brokers in human bodies and souls,?sets the thing before the eyes of the civilized world in a more tangible form, though the thing done be, after all, in its nature, the same; that is, appropriating one set of human beings to the use and improvement of another without any regard to their shop own

   Then, when she is coffined ready for the next...
[05/05/2010 6:08 am]
Then, when she is coffined ready for the next day, you and I shall come when all sleepWe shall unscrew the coffin lid, and shall do our operation, and then replace all, so that none know, save we alone "But why do it at all? The girl is deadWhy mutilate her poor body without need? And if there is no necessity for a post-mortem and nothing to gain by it, no good to her, to us, to science, to human knowledge, why do it? Without such it is monstrous For answer he put his hand on my shoulder, and said, with infinite tenderness, "Friend John, I pity your poor bleeding heart, and I love you the more because it does so bleedIf I could, I would take on myself the burden that you do bearBut there are things that you know not, but that you shall know, and bless me for knowing, though they are not pleasant thingsJohn, my child, you have been my friend now many years, and yet did you ever know me to do any without good cause? I may err, I am but man, but I believe in all I doWas it not for these causes that you send for me when the great trouble came? Yes! Were you not amazed, nay horrified, when I would not let Arthur kiss his love, though she was dying, and snatched him away by all my strength? Yes! And yet you saw how she thanked me, with her so beautiful dying eyes, her voice, too, so weak, and she kiss my rough old hand and bless me? Yes! And did you not hear me swear promise to her, that so she closed her eyes grateful? Yes! "Well, I have good reason now for all I want to doYou have for many years trust meYou have believe me weeks past, when there be things so strange that you might have well doubtBelieve me yet a little, friend JohnIf you trust me not, then I must tell what I think, and that is not perhaps wellAnd if I work, as work I shall, no matter trust or no trust, without my friend trust in me, I work with heavy heart and feel oh so lonely when I want all help and courage that may be!" He paused a moment and went on solemnly, "Friend John, there are strange and terrible days before usLet us not be two, but one, that so we work to a good endWill you not have faith in me?" I took his hand, and promised himI held my door open as he went away, and watched him go to his room and close the doorAs I stood without moving, I saw one of the maids pass silently along the passage, she had her back to me, so did not see me, and go into the room where Lucy layDevotion is so rare, and we are so grateful to those who show it unasked to those we loveHere was a poor girl putting aside the terrors which she naturally had of death to go watch alone by the bier of the mistress whom she loved, so that the poor clay might not be lonely till laid to eternal rest I must have slept long and soundly, for it was broad daylight when Van Helsing waked me by coming into my roomHe came over to my bedside and said, "You need not trouble about the knives "Why not?" I askedFor his solemnity of the night before had greatly impressed me "Because," he said sternly, "it is too late, or too earlySee!" Here he held up the little golden crucifix "This was stolen in the night "How stolen," I asked in wonder, "since you have it now?" "Because I get it back from the worthless wretch who stole it, from the woman who robbed the dead and the livingHer punishment will surely come, but not through meShe knew not altogether what she did, and thus unknowing, she only stole He went away on the word, leaving me with a new mystery to think of, a new puzzle to grapple with The forenoon was a dreary time, but at noon the solicitor came, MrMarquand, of Wholeman, Sons, Marquand

   I wouldn't mind so much if it brought in a little...
[03/05/2010 9:15 pm]
I wouldn't mind so much if it brought in a little somethingSun, he's already gambled away a tidy sum and he just keeps goingIt makes me so mad!" When Miss Su heard these last petty remarks, she, in spite of herself, felt a renewed contempt for MrsFang does not gamble," she remarked coldlySun turned up her nose and sniffedFang! He played too when he first got on the boatNow he's too busy chasing Miss Pao, so naturally he can't spare the timeRomance is the big event of a lifetime, far more impor tant than gamblingI just can't see what there is about that Miss Pao, coarse and dark as she is, to make MrFang give up a perfectly good second-class berth for the discomforts of the third classI see those two are getting on gloriouslyMaybe by the time the boat reaches Hong Kong they'll get mar riedIt's certainly a case of 'fate bringing people together from a thousand ii away' Miss Su felt a painful stabbing in her heart when she heard thatSun and to console herself, she said, "Why, that's quite impossible! Miss Pao has a fianc6; she told me so herselfHer fianc? even financed her studies abroadSun said, "She has a fiance and is still so flirtatious? We are already antiquesAt least we've learned something new this timeMiss Su, I'll tell you something funnyFang were classmates in ChinaDoes he always say whatever he pleases? Yesterday MrFang about his poor luck in gambling, and MrFang just laughed at him for having been in France all these years and not knowing anything about the French supersti tion; MrFang said that if the wife is unfaithful and has an affair, the husband is sure to take first prize if he buys a lottery ticket, and he is sure to win if he gamblesAnd he added that if a man loses at gambling, he should take it as a consolationSun told me all that, I scolded him for not asking that Fang fellow just what he meantLooking at it now, it seems Miss Pao's fiance could certainly take first prize in the aviation lotteryFang's luck at gambling would have to be good The viciousness of a kind, simplehearted soul, like gritty sand in the rice or splinters in a deboned fish, can give a person unexpected pain"Miss Pao's behavior is just too unlike a student'sAnd the way she dresses is quite disgraceful-" Miss Su remarked The toddler suddenly stretched his hands behind their chairs, laughing and jumping aboutThe two women looked around and saw that it was none other than Miss Pao coming toward them, waving a piece of candy at the child from a distanceShe was wearing only a scarlet top and navy blue, skin- tight shorts; her red toenails showed through her white, open-toed shoesPer haps for a hot day in the tropics, this was the most sensible attire; one or two non-Chinese women on board dressed exactly like thatMiss Su felt that Miss Pao's exposed body constituted an insult to the body politic of the Chinese nationWhen men students saw Miss Pao, they burned with lewd desire, and found some relief by endlessly cracking jokes behind her backSome called her a charcuterie-a shop selling cooked meats-because only such a shop would have so much warm-colored flesh on public displayOthers called her "Truth," since it is said that "the truth is naked But Miss Pao wasn't exactly without a stitch on, so they revised her name to "Partial shop Truth

   When I arrived, however, I found already...
[01/05/2010 9:21 pm]
When I arrived, however, I found already assembled on the pier a crowd, whom the coastguard and police refused to allow to come on boardBy the courtesy of the chief boatman, I was, as your correspondent, permitted to climb on deck, and was one of a small group who saw the dead seaman whilst actually lashed to the wheel It was no wonder that the coastguard was surprised, or even awed, for not often can such a sight have been seenThe man was simply fastened by his hands, tied one over the other, to a spoke of the wheelBetween the inner hand and the wood was a crucifix, the set of beads on which it was fastened being around both wrists and wheel, and all kept fast by the binding cordsThe poor fellow may have been seated at one time, but the flapping and buffeting of the sails had worked through the rudder of the wheel and had dragged him to and fro, so that the cords with which he was tied had cut the flesh to the bone Accurate note was made of the state of things, and a doctor, Surgeon JCaffyn, of 33, East Elliot Place, who came immediately after me, declared, after making examination, that the man must have been dead for quite two days In his pocket was a bottle, carefully corked, empty save for a little roll of paper, which proved to be the addendum to the log The coastguard said the man must have tied up his own hands, fastening the knots with his teethThe fact that a coastguard was the first on board may save some complications later on, in the Admiralty Court, for coastguards cannot claim the salvage which is the right of the first civilian entering on a derelictAlready, however, the legal tongues are wagging, and one young law student is loudly asserting that the rights of the owner are already completely sacrificed, his property being held in contravention of the statues of mortmain, since the tiller, as emblemship, if not proof, of delegated possession, is held in a dead hand It is needless to say that the dead steersman has been reverently removed from the place where he held his honourable watch and ward till death, a steadfastness as noble as that of the young Casabianca, and placed in the mortuary to await inquest Already the sudden storm is passing, and its fierceness is abatingCrowds are scattering backward, and the sky is beginning to redden over the Yorkshire wolds I shall send, in time for your next issue, further details of the derelict ship which found her way so miraculously into harbour in the storm-The sequel to the strange arrival of the derelict in the storm last night is almost more startling than the thing itselfIt turns out that the schooner is Russian from Varna, and is called the DemeterShe is almost entirely in ballast of silver sand, with only a small amount of cargo, a number of great wooden boxes filled with mould This cargo was consigned to a Whitby solicitor, MrBillington, of 7, The Crescent, who this morning went aboard and took formal possession of the goods consigned to him The Russian consul, too, acting for the charter-party, took formal possession of the ship, and paid all harbour dues, etc Nothing is talked about here today except the strange coincidenceThe officials of the Board of Trade have been most exacting in seeing that every compliance has been made with existing regulationsAs the matter is to be a 'nine days wonder', they are evidently determined that there shall be no cause of other complaint A good deal of interest was abroad concerning the dog which landed when the ship struck, and more than a few of the members of the S which is very strong in Whitby, have tried to befriend the animalTo the general disappointment, however, it was not to be foundIt seems to have disappeared entirely from the townIt may be that it was frightened and made its way on to the moors, where it is still hiding in terror There are some who look with dread on such a possibility, lest later on it should in itself become a danger, for it is evidently a fierce bruteEarly this morning a large dog, a half-bred mastiff belonging to a coal merchant close to Tate Hill Pier, was found dead in the roadway opposite its master's yardIt had been fighting, and manifestly had had a savage opponent, for its throat was torn away, and its belly was slit open as if with a savage claw-By the kindness of the Board of Trade inspector, I have been permitted to look over the log book of the Demeter, which was in order up to within three days, but contained nothing of special interest except as to facts of missing menThe greatest interest, however, is with regard to the paper found in the bottle, which was today produced at the inquestAnd a more strange narrative than the two between them unfold it has not been my lot to come across As there is no motive for concealment, I am permitted to use them, and accordingly send you a transcript, simply omitting technical details of seamanship and supercargoIt almost seems as though the captain had been seized with some kind of mania before he had got well into blue water, and that this had developed persistently throughout the voyageOf course my statement must be taken cum grano, since I am writing from the dictation of a clerk of the Russian consul, who kindly translated for me, time being short LOG OF THE "DEMETER" Varna to Whitby Written 18 July, things so strange happening, that I shall keep accurate note henceforth till we shop land

   A ride of about an hour more brought the party to...
[30/04/2010 9:34 pm]
A ride of about an hour more brought the party to a neat farmhouse, where the weary travellers were received to an abundant breakfastTom Loker was soon carefully deposited in a much cleaner and softer bed than he had, ever been in the habit of occupyingHis wound was carefully dressed and bandaged, and he lay languidly opening and shutting his eyes on the white window-curtains and gently-gliding figures of his sick room, like a weary childAnd here, for the present, we shall take our leave of one party73, ?The End of the Wicked contrasted with that of the Righteous Chapter 18 Miss Ophelia?s Experiences and Opinions Our friend Tom, in his own simple musings, often compared his more fortunate lot, in the bondage into which he was cast, with that of Joseph in Egypt; and, in fact, as time went on, and he developed more and more under the eye of his master, the strength of the parallel increasedClare was indolent and careless of moneyHitherto the providing and marketing had been principally done by Adolph, who was, to the full, as careless and extravagant as his master; and, between them both, they had carried on the dispersing process with great alacrityAccustomed, for many years, to regard his master?s property as his own care, Tom saw, with an uneasiness he could scarcely repress, the wasteful expenditure of the establishment; and, in the quiet, indirect way which his class often acquire, would sometimes make his own suggestionsClare at first employed him occasionally; but, struck with his soundness of mind and good business capacity, he confided in him more and more, till gradually all the marketing and providing for the family were intrusted to him ?No, no, Adolph,? he said, one day, as Adolph was deprecating the passing of power out of his hands; ?let Tom aloneYou only understand what you want; Tom understands cost and come to; and there may be some end to money, bye and bye if we don?t let somebody do that Trusted to an unlimited extent by a careless master, who handed him a bill without looking at it, and pocketed the change without counting it, Tom had every facility and temptation to dishonesty; and nothing but an impregnable simplicity of nature, strengthened by Christian faith, could have kept him from itBut, to that nature, the very unbounded trust reposed in him was bond and seal for the most scrupulous accuracy With Adolph the case had been differentThoughtless and self-indulgent, and unrestrained by a master who found it easier to indulge than to regulate, he had fallen into an absolute confusion as to meum tuum with regard to himself and his master, which sometimes troubled even StHis own good sense taught him that such a training of his servants was unjust and dangerousA sort of chronic remorse went with him everywhere, although not strong enough to make any decided change in his course; and this very remorse reacted again into indulgenceHe passed lightly over the most serious faults, because he told himself that, if he had done his part, his dependents had not fallen into them Tom regarded his gay, airy, handsome young master with an odd mixture of fealty, reverence, and fatherly solicitudeThat he never read the Bible; never went to church; that he jested and made free with any and every thing that came in the way of his wit; that he spent his Sunday evenings at the opera or theatre; that he went to wine parties, and clubs, and suppers, oftener than was at all expedient,?were all things that Tom could see as plainly as anybody, and on which he based a conviction that ?Mas?r wasn?t a Christian;??a conviction, however, which he would have been very slow to express to any one else, but on which he founded many prayers, in his own simple fashion, when he was by himself in his little dormitoryNot that Tom had not his own way of speaking his mind occasionally, with something of the tact often observable in his class; as, for example, the very day after the Sabbath we have described, StClare was invited out to a convivial party of choice spirits, and was helped home, between one and two o?clock at night, in a condition when the physical had decidedly attained the upper hand of the intellectualTom and Adolph assisted to get him composed for the night, the latter in high spirits, evidently regarding the matter as a good joke, and laughing heartily at the rusticity of Tom?s horror, who really was simple enough to lie awake most of the rest of the night, praying for his young master ?Well, Tom, what are you waiting for?? said StClare, the next day, as he sat in his library, in dressing-gown and slippersClare had just been entrusting Tom with some money, and various commissions?Isn?t all right there, Tom?? he added, as Tom still stood waiting ?I?m ?fraid not, Mas?r,? said Tom, with a grave faceClare laid down his paper, and set down his coffee-cup, and looked at Tom ?Why Tom, what?s the case? You look as solemn as a coffin ?I feel very bad, Mas?rI allays have thought that Mas?r would be good to everybody ?Well, Tom, haven?t I been? Come, now, what do you want? There?s something you haven?t got, I suppose, and this is the preface ?Mas?r allays been good to meI haven?t nothing to complain of on that headBut there is one that Mas?r isn?t good to ?Why, Tom, what?s got into you? Speak out; what do you mean?? ? night, between one and two, I thought soI studied upon the matter thenMas?r isn?t good to shop himself

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